...that's what I have with massage.
A Love-Hate Relationship.
I finally went today for a massage after a couple of months off. Ok...it hurt. Like...really hurt. But it was like a "hurt so good" hurt. Although, I must admit, at times, it was truly agonizing. It just made me realize how tight my muscles really were. So...I plan on torturing myself lots more. I set up appointments for every 2 weeks. I am back to trying the more holistic approach. I always go back and forth...back and forth. Western medicine...Eastern medicine. Just searching for anything that works. I think my next step is a Chiropracter...again. My massage therapist said my jaw is completely misaligned. Which I already knew and have ignored that fact. But maybe some kind of jaw adjustment will help.
Right now I am in the "honeymoon" phase with my new neurologist. Maybe what we are doing will last this time. I am pessimistic though. Nothing ever lasts. But you know when you first go to a new dr. and the treatment seems to work for awhile? That's the honeymoon phase. What I seem to be in right now.
I have had a few headache free days over the past couple weeks. Usually the pain is pretty unrelenting, so this is good.
Unfortunately my intense "body work" this afternoon sparked a lovely headache and some nausea. All those toxins being released and spread throughout my body is making me not feel so well. But...in the long run, I think it will be worth it!